Year 2010 Christmas Trip - Seoul (Part 3)

Believe it or not? I was so excited about this trip and truly enjoying myself until I totally forgot to update this journal. These two days hubby and have been experiencing a lot of fantastic thing that we don't get to in Brunei. On the night of 27/12/2010, hubby and I felt the very first time playing in the snow. We were shopping at Dongdaemun, and halfway through it, as we were entering one shopping mall, the snow started to land softly on our face then our hands... Our coats and eventually all over us. Hubby and I were like little kids, running and trying to catch that tiny softness that felt like nothing at all! The snow got heavier as we were playing, the roads that once black and dark suddenly turned all glistening white, everywhere was white and cold... People running trying to avoid the snow, because it was really heavy. The temperature that night reached a freezing of at lease 15 degree celcius! The feeling of having that little white softness stopped and melted on our face are something that can't be described by words... This is a longing since childhood for hubby and I.... Finally, it came true!

I have to admit that this trip is rather draining, as we do a lot of walking around. Most Bruneian would agree with me that in our country, we usually move around in a car, the idea of walking that one kilometere is killing. These few days I have walked miles and miles, but good thing is, I don't feel hot or sweaty at all... How wonderful is it to live in a cold country like Seoul! Last night, Hubby and I went to Myeongdong, it was a large area where we spent hours shopping and looking around. The roads were filled with snow and because of the low temperature, now has turned on to ice and formed this icy slippery surface that make us quite hard to balance ourselves when walking. I fell down once when shopping in Myeongdong, it was very painful, but thank goodness no one know me there, so can totally cut the embarrassment! Haha!

Hubby is a little under the whether since reached Seoul. The left side of his cheek is swollen... We went to the Pharmacy to bought some medicine, the thing is, all of the labels are printed in Korean! How on earth are we going to understand? Hence we think better to see a doctor, yesterday morning we went to Beseto clinic to let a dentist checked on hubby, dentist claimed that very likely due to the bad cavity that's why hubby's face is swelling. He prescribed some antibiotics to Hubby... Hubby has been taking it since yesterday, but we are yet to see major improvement, hopefully he will be better soon so that he can be like me, enjoying himself too during this trip. Till then...  

Year 2010 Christmas Trip - Seoul (Part 2)

Spent the last 2 days in KL was fun even though tiring. We have done and seen much. Little things were bought this trip, knowing that we still have a big trip ahead of us, we do not wish to add on anymore unnecessary weight to the already-heavy luggage. We are now having breakfast at Coffee Club on Bukit Bintang which is a brand new Western outlet near to Piccolo Hotel, we had our Christmas night supper here, too. The food is off quality, but I find it a little pricey compare with the normal places, but well, it's Bukit Bintang, what else can we ask for? We are all set and ready for the flight this afternoon... The next update will be when we reach Seoul! Anyohiseyo, Seoul!!

4:15pm... And I thought next update will be in Seoul! Haha! We waited for a good 3 hours on the check-in line due to computer faulty! Just imagine, we've been standing up for this long! Crazy!! Finally, we are now on board and flying off to Seoul. Honey and I are extremely hungry and thirsty, just wish that the stewardess will serve food and drinks soon. Flight delayed for 2 hours... We will be arriving in Seoul in about 6 hours and 20 mins, it should then almost 11 pm.

Year 2010 Christmas Trip - Seoul (Part 1)

24th Dec, hubby and I are now on board AirAsia, heading KL! The trip of many months preparations and anticipation is finally here! We are sitting at the very last row of the air craft, no. 31E and F.

怎樣

今晚, 在收音機裡聽到了一首戴佩妮的舊歌 - "怎樣".

回家後, 立刻上網, 在Youtube搜尋了一會兒. 找到了.

接下來的那一個小時裡, 不停的都在聽著這一首歌, 每當歌手唱到 "如果, 我們現在還在一起會是怎樣? 我們是不是還是深愛著對方? 像開始時那樣, 握著手就算天快亮?" 我很不由自主的會閉上眼睛, 一些往事會一幕一幕的閃過, 那些都是跟你的片段. 我突然明白對這首歌莫明而來的供鳴是對你的思念...

分手也快將十年, 一直以來我都逃避任何與你有關的消息, 壓抑著自己盡量不去想起和你一起的種種快樂. 然而, 這一首歌一開始唱就把整顆心給牽回到當年的佈景, 好像一套舞台劇將要上演... 道具, 燈光及音樂是這麼的熟悉但卻那麼的遙遠. 現在, 我已不再是台上的花旦, 這一切一切已離我太遠了, 我只好充當觀眾來看這一場沒有好結果的經典.

如果, 我只是說如果... 我和你從來都沒認識過, 我現在的日子會是怎樣?
如果, 我也只是說如果... 我和你現在還在一起, 我們的日子又會是怎樣?

兩個本來很熟悉的人, 突然變成了陌路人... 兩個本來朝夕相對的人, 突然各分東西... 剛相愛時, 你我也沒想到結局會是分開; 都說好要天長地久, 長相廝守, 但雙方都遵守不了這一份承諾. 說過的話已不算數了, 答應過的都可以忘掉了! 那些年, 如果你問我有否開心過? 不瞞你說... 這麼多年在一起, 沒有快樂的時候是騙你的... 但可悲的是不開心的事實在太多, 多的連那僅有的一丁點快樂也完全被淹蓋了. 所以, 分手成了我最終的決定.

我知道這一切都不會重來... 坦白說, 我也沒有任何意願想重來. 但請讓我保留這一點點想念你的權力, 不是還愛你, 而是感謝你曾經陪我走過那一段路, 也感謝你肯把我放開, 好讓我能碰到現在的這位他... 謝謝你.

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