Sunday, August 3, 2008

Some Thoughts, Any Thoughts

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Tonight, no matter how hard I try, I just can't close my eyes, guess I've too much caffiene earlier. As I was looking through the documents in the PC just now, I found this article of which I wrote exactly 1 year ago in Dome Cafe. The cafe is gone now, but I am surprise and thrilled to find that, I still feel the same way I did one year ago about my work... The positive energy never goes away... The more I am stretched, the further I can go... :)

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It is Sunday again, 5th August 2007.

Hubby is working at The Mall, Gadong, for a Travel Fair organized by the Tourism Board of Brunei Government. I’ve been spending too much time alone, since yesterday. It is 5.15pm now, and I am still waiting for hubby in Dome Café, he hasn’t finished his duty yet, he is manning the booth and attending to customers, must be tiring and exhausting.

It has been quite sometimes since I last manned a booth during the time in CHC. It was never a good experience, visitors to the booth would expect I know everything about Canada and provide them with the finest answer possible. As the matter of fact, I should, but somehow, never would I have any interest to read more about this country. It isn’t that I dislike Canada, but I was “terribly pissed” by someone in the HC, which made me giving up trying on anything in CHC. Ah, forget about it! I am not going round the world to bring the story to you here! Haha! What is gone is gone! May those ‘bad memories’ stop haunting me again.

Gadong is considering the busiest place in BSB, as usual, it was packed of curious visitors to The Mall today. I made more than 10 turns and took me more than 30 minutes to found a parking, so you should know how crowded the situation is! Out of the cafés in The Mall, Dome is my favorite, despite the fact that the drinks and more expensive than usual and the air-conditioning seems never working, the environment here is quiet and peaceful. I might be loud and talkative, but whenever I am alone, I love to enjoy the tranquil of the air, no one to make too much noise to make me headache. It is always nice to be alone sometimes.

One might think that I am an introvert. But as the matter of fact, I love being with people, is just that the other side of me yearn to have some peacefulness whenever I am alone. I guess any busy working individuals will have this kind of feeling. After a whole week of hustling life, weekend is good to spend quietly in order to rejuvenate our energies! ‘

I am expecting for a busy week starting tomorrow, those meetings and trainings are lining up waiting for me. I managed to postpone 2 trainings until September, so at least I have 2 extra days which I can concentrate on my SOP. It is a scary thing to start another new month by seeing your SOP starts at -15 again… haha! But sometimes I think that it is actually quite fun. The more we do, the more the target get increased, the harder I would work to achieve it, if not because of this stretching way of work environment, I would never know how far I could go…

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